The Devil’s Phallus
Before I woke, I was thinking of Eminem. But everything I thought was negative. Still, I had the awareness to turn it around (or at least to apologize).
Then, I thought of Dr. Dre. And I’d start to say something, anything. And I thought it was going to be nice. But then, without my being able to control what I thought, something negative would occur to me.
And all this reminds me of…
♦ Fighting and Fornicating (becoming friends with the guy you got into a fight with, make-up sex as a form of love).
♦ People reinforcing negativity.
♦ People turning questions into statements…
♦ … arguing instead of thinking.
♦ How certainty becomes doubt (with a word, ‘truth‘…).
♦ How wonder is interrupted (with lying)…
♦ … with answers (generally incorrect)
♦ … or guessing (50%/50%)
♦ … or with my own musing (either / or)
♦ … or with a nonsense answer (’banana’)
♦ … or an answer that I always find nonsensical (like ‘mother’).
♦ At this point, perhaps, is psychosis (emasculation):
♦ Being modest, humble, poor, and finally sorry (conviction and convicts)…
♦ (or repression, humiliation, disease, and punishment [though, perhaps, repentance]).
♦ Jail and being punked, punks.
♦ Raging (bum rap, rap sheets);
♦ or, the curse and cursing (God damn, and son of a bitch)….
♦ But, maybe, a blessing? (God, fathers, male resurrection [erections], kings with scepters…
♦ … stream of consciousness, reprieve: rap, rapping, rap music).
♦ Or the devil’s phallus?*
♦ Mothers and the ‘hole punch’ (sarcasm: We CAN’T, huh?).
♦ Horror / Terror (Terrorism or holy terrors [children], holy wars).
♦ At this point, heterogenousness (war)?
♦ Association with the aggressor ("heaven forbid" confounded with "God willing", fatalism).
♦ The ‘certainty‘ (doubt) that whatever I wish for will be taken from me…
♦ And death (using the term… he died, I’ll die, you’ll die, they should die, we all will die)…
♦ … the unconscious.
♦ Some sort of ‘turning around’ (learned helplessness… hopelessness… trance)…
♦ Or ‘understanding‘ (wrong answers applied by force… hypnotic suggestion).
♦ Accepting the unacceptable (somewhere in here, Eve, Original Sin, feminization, the birth of women, burlesque, the French Follies [homosexuals in leather with whips and chains]).
♦ Deliberate antagonism (externalizing the unconscious)…
♦ … loosely playfulness and innuendo.
♦ Probing into the past and recalling painful memories (anal sex, sex).
… at best, the logic circuit (if… then… either/or, neither/nor, both/and, but/not… so) programming, errors, and programming errors (the good and evil programming error, the right versus wrong programming error… all or nothing, and The ONLY One*).
*The Only One (or The Devil’s Phallus): (The Devil Fallacy). This is like a woman with a dildo (She screws herself in the butt)… like a tom-boy (her imaginary penis is bigger than any of the boys… thus she cusses like a sailor and gets up in the face of bullies twice her size)… like women on horses (wheee… look at me… I’m big and strong… and I have a horse’s penis)… like a dog with her head sticking out the window of a moving car. And this is the reason why women generally don’t have guns (and why bad men do): "If I had a gun, I’d kill ALL of those bastards" (niggers, spicks, crauts, japs, towel heads… whoever is the enemy of the day, they ALL ‘hate us’… ha): Dehumanization (objectification), self-hatred (disgust), and self-destructiveness (suicide for sympathy). All of this is a form of hysteria (or Borderline Personality Disorder).
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